Just yesterday someone asked me If I know you...for a moment I dint know what to reply...everything flashed infront of my eyes...everything...I paused for a moment and replied “Not anymore”.
From that moment I have been thinking about you...about me ... about us...All those feelings resurfaced once again....feelings that I have been trying to suppress since the day you left...
You were always special to me...From the day we met I just knew that there was something different about you...Something that made me believe you...I dunno I had this inner feeling that we will go a long way....
I still remember the day when you called me up and said “I wanna leave...”I just couldn’t believe my ears...I always knew that you are very ambitious...but you could have atleast given it a second thought...given us a second chance....which I feel I deserved....There might have been times when I scolded you but that was only because I cared....
I must confess thinking all this still makes me angry....How could you erase everything....as if the last two years never happened...I did all I could to convince you....but you were just not ready to listen...You forgot everything...d good times...d bad times...everything.....
I asked myself “where did I go wrong?” I kept on thinking when was the moment when you actually thought we cant make it. Here I was making plans for the future and here you were making plans for a future in which I was not there...I was always there when you needed me...how could you...how could you just leave without looking back even once....
You told me it was not my fault...It was just not meant to be....but then I ask if its not my fault then whose fault is it? But then all this doesn’t make any sense now....U had a choice ...u made it....
I dunno whether I shud call u selfish...or just another practical person who wants to make BIG....who cares just about his career....I dunno whether it was my fault that I believed you...my fault that I believed in US....
With all these thoughts I let u go that day...I wished you all d best and accepted your resignation....
Yeah...I still think you were d best among all my subordinates....
I still think that we could have created magic together...
I still think why....
I still think why.....
PS: In case you dint understand, this story is from the point of view of a manager whose most trusted subordinate resigns....leaving his present organization for UNCLE SAM’S dream.
Saturday, March 20, 2010
I...Me...Myself
1. Last beverage→ Tea...
2. Last phone call→: Called up Shivani..and as usual we spent almost 1.5 hrs discussing the same stuff... :)
3. Last text message→ Get hot Rakhi Sawant wallpapers from Vodafone. lol.
4. Last song you listened to→ Ankhon hi ankhon me frm EMI..
5. Last time you cried→ Friday evening...
HAVE YOU EVER:
6. Dated someone twice → Yeah...
7. Been cheated on? -->Yeah
8. Kissed someone & regretted it? → Nopes...Thr shud be no regrets in Life ;)
9. Lost someone special?→ Yeah
10. Been depressed?→ Yeah..Thr r some gloomy days…
11. Been drunk? Yeah..Dont ask me when :P
LIST THREE FAVORITE COLORS:
12.Blue
13.Black (For those who knw me..its no longer my fav color)
14.White
THIS PAST YEAR HAVE YOU:
15. Made new friends → Yes..too many...I guess I m quite good at this..
16. Fallen out of love --> hmm...Still Trying :P
17. Laughed until you cried → Yeah...But I dont remem d reason...
18. Met someone who changed you→ Yes…Thr was a 360 degree change in me…
19. Found out who your true friends were→Yes...Actually I already knw who my true frnds are...
20. Found out someone was talking about you→Yes...Common whts d big deal...
21. Kissed anyone on your friend's list→ Nopes...
TRUTH:
23. How many kids do you want to have→ Donno...Never thought abt it...
24. Do you have any pets → Nopes...I had one..but after Eno's death never thought of getting another one..
25. Do you want to change your name --> Thr was a time I thought abt it..but not anymore...
26. What did you do for your last birthday→ Attended phone calls..went out for din din..
27. What time did you wake up today --> 8:30 am
28. What were you doing at midnight last night→ Zzzzzzzzz :-)
29. Name something you CANNOT wait for → To have some cash in my wallet to go shopping!
30. Last time you saw your father→ 15 mins back...
31. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life→ Its not that I wanna change something..but yeah I definitely wanna do lot of things…
32. What are you listening to right now → Nothing...
33. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom → Yeah...One of my batch mate's name is Tom..
34. What's getting on your nerves right now? --> Nothing in particular….
36. Whats your real name → Anindita...
37. Relationship Status → Single...
38. Zodiac sign: Virgo
39. Male or female→ Female
40. Elementary School→ Tiny Hearts, Kiddies Corner.He He
41. Middle School → Christ Convent…
42. High school → same
43. Hair color → Black
44. Long or short → Somwhere in between.
45. Height → 5’1. Think so.
46. Do you have a crush on someone --> Nope…Not anymore…
47. What do you like about yourself? → Lots of things.
48. Piercings → Yup, ears…
49. Tattoos → No. I want one though.
50. Righty or lefty → Righty
FIRSTS :
51. First surgery → Been lucky..never had one...
52. First piercing → 3rd yr engg...got my ears pierced..I knw it was too late :)
53. First tattoo→ Told ya, don't have one.
54. First best friend → Shweta Pandey...
55. First sport you joined → Cricket...
56. First pet → Dog
57. First vacation- Nainital...When I was a year old.
58. First concert → Probably some elementary school stuff.
59. First crush→ Jackie Chang ...heh heh heh
60. First alcohol drink- Beer.
RIGHT NOW:
61. Eating → Pasta
62. Drinking → Will have tea in some time..
63. I'm about to → Get up and lets see what I end up doing...
64. Listening to → Nothing...
65. Waiting for → I have had enough of waiting...Gimme a brk..
66. Want kids? – yes...
67. Want to get married? - Yeah..but not now...
68. Careers in mind? - yeah..I have too many plans... :)
WHICH IS BETTER WITH THE SEX OF YOUR CHOOSING?
69. Lips or eyes → eyes
70. Hugs or kisses → Both..
71. Shorter or taller → Taller
72. Older or Younger → Older
73. Romantic or spontaneous →Both.
74. Nice stomach or nice arms--> Both...
75. Tattoos or piercings— Tattoos
76. Sensitive or loud → Sensitive
77. Hook-up or relationship → relationship
78. Trouble maker or hesitant→ Dunno.
HAVE YOU EVER :
79. Kissed a stranger → No
80. Drank hard liquor → Yes
81. Lost glasses/contacts → All the bloody time
82. Sex on first date → Nope
83. Broken someone's heart – Yes
84. Had your own heart broken → Yes...It hurts…Ouch...
85. Been arrested? Nope.
86. Turned someone down → Yes…same person twice…
87. Cried when someone died → Yes…
88. Liked a friend that is a girl? → NO..I m straight….:)
DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
89. Yourself → ABSOLUTLY
90. Miracles → Not anymore.
91. Love at first sight → No…
92. Heaven → Yes
93. Santa Claus - Nope
94. Kissing on the first date? → Hah hah hah….depends.. :P
95. Angels → Nope.
ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:
96. Is there one person you want to be with right now? → Tricky one…
97. Had more than one boyfriend/girlfriend at one time? → Naah..no multitasking for me :)
98. Do you believe its possible to remain faithful forever?--> Yes…
99. What's the one thing you cannot live without? Nothing is indispensable…
100. Who's the most awesome kid ever? – No idea…
PS : If you ppl also have lots of free time like me..then you also can try this...
2. Last phone call→: Called up Shivani..and as usual we spent almost 1.5 hrs discussing the same stuff... :)
3. Last text message→ Get hot Rakhi Sawant wallpapers from Vodafone. lol.
4. Last song you listened to→ Ankhon hi ankhon me frm EMI..
5. Last time you cried→ Friday evening...
HAVE YOU EVER:
6. Dated someone twice → Yeah...
7. Been cheated on? -->Yeah
8. Kissed someone & regretted it? → Nopes...Thr shud be no regrets in Life ;)
9. Lost someone special?→ Yeah
10. Been depressed?→ Yeah..Thr r some gloomy days…
11. Been drunk? Yeah..Dont ask me when :P
LIST THREE FAVORITE COLORS:
12.Blue
13.Black (For those who knw me..its no longer my fav color)
14.White
THIS PAST YEAR HAVE YOU:
15. Made new friends → Yes..too many...I guess I m quite good at this..
16. Fallen out of love --> hmm...Still Trying :P
17. Laughed until you cried → Yeah...But I dont remem d reason...
18. Met someone who changed you→ Yes…Thr was a 360 degree change in me…
19. Found out who your true friends were→Yes...Actually I already knw who my true frnds are...
20. Found out someone was talking about you→Yes...Common whts d big deal...
21. Kissed anyone on your friend's list→ Nopes...
TRUTH:
23. How many kids do you want to have→ Donno...Never thought abt it...
24. Do you have any pets → Nopes...I had one..but after Eno's death never thought of getting another one..
25. Do you want to change your name --> Thr was a time I thought abt it..but not anymore...
26. What did you do for your last birthday→ Attended phone calls..went out for din din..
27. What time did you wake up today --> 8:30 am
28. What were you doing at midnight last night→ Zzzzzzzzz :-)
29. Name something you CANNOT wait for → To have some cash in my wallet to go shopping!
30. Last time you saw your father→ 15 mins back...
31. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life→ Its not that I wanna change something..but yeah I definitely wanna do lot of things…
32. What are you listening to right now → Nothing...
33. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom → Yeah...One of my batch mate's name is Tom..
34. What's getting on your nerves right now? --> Nothing in particular….
36. Whats your real name → Anindita...
37. Relationship Status → Single...
38. Zodiac sign: Virgo
39. Male or female→ Female
40. Elementary School→ Tiny Hearts, Kiddies Corner.He He
41. Middle School → Christ Convent…
42. High school → same
43. Hair color → Black
44. Long or short → Somwhere in between.
45. Height → 5’1. Think so.
46. Do you have a crush on someone --> Nope…Not anymore…
47. What do you like about yourself? → Lots of things.
48. Piercings → Yup, ears…
49. Tattoos → No. I want one though.
50. Righty or lefty → Righty
FIRSTS :
51. First surgery → Been lucky..never had one...
52. First piercing → 3rd yr engg...got my ears pierced..I knw it was too late :)
53. First tattoo→ Told ya, don't have one.
54. First best friend → Shweta Pandey...
55. First sport you joined → Cricket...
56. First pet → Dog
57. First vacation- Nainital...When I was a year old.
58. First concert → Probably some elementary school stuff.
59. First crush→ Jackie Chang ...heh heh heh
60. First alcohol drink- Beer.
RIGHT NOW:
61. Eating → Pasta
62. Drinking → Will have tea in some time..
63. I'm about to → Get up and lets see what I end up doing...
64. Listening to → Nothing...
65. Waiting for → I have had enough of waiting...Gimme a brk..
66. Want kids? – yes...
67. Want to get married? - Yeah..but not now...
68. Careers in mind? - yeah..I have too many plans... :)
WHICH IS BETTER WITH THE SEX OF YOUR CHOOSING?
69. Lips or eyes → eyes
70. Hugs or kisses → Both..
71. Shorter or taller → Taller
72. Older or Younger → Older
73. Romantic or spontaneous →Both.
74. Nice stomach or nice arms--> Both...
75. Tattoos or piercings— Tattoos
76. Sensitive or loud → Sensitive
77. Hook-up or relationship → relationship
78. Trouble maker or hesitant→ Dunno.
HAVE YOU EVER :
79. Kissed a stranger → No
80. Drank hard liquor → Yes
81. Lost glasses/contacts → All the bloody time
82. Sex on first date → Nope
83. Broken someone's heart – Yes
84. Had your own heart broken → Yes...It hurts…Ouch...
85. Been arrested? Nope.
86. Turned someone down → Yes…same person twice…
87. Cried when someone died → Yes…
88. Liked a friend that is a girl? → NO..I m straight….:)
DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
89. Yourself → ABSOLUTLY
90. Miracles → Not anymore.
91. Love at first sight → No…
92. Heaven → Yes
93. Santa Claus - Nope
94. Kissing on the first date? → Hah hah hah….depends.. :P
95. Angels → Nope.
ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:
96. Is there one person you want to be with right now? → Tricky one…
97. Had more than one boyfriend/girlfriend at one time? → Naah..no multitasking for me :)
98. Do you believe its possible to remain faithful forever?--> Yes…
99. What's the one thing you cannot live without? Nothing is indispensable…
100. Who's the most awesome kid ever? – No idea…
PS : If you ppl also have lots of free time like me..then you also can try this...
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