Random Scriblings

I once again dont know how to unleash my feelings infront of you...
The words have again started to seem so few...

It feels it has been ages since I have known you..
So much has changed since then between me and you...

I say you have changed...
You say I have changed...

I say you dont have time for me...
You say when will you understand me...

I say you dont love me anymore...
You say I am too possessive and insecure...

We have started fighting almost every alternate day...
Where has our paradise gone away...

I dont know whats the reason for all this...
Distance,time,insecurity,me,you...I dont know what it is...

I just want things between us to be the way it used to be...
Because I doubt you know the extent to which all this hurts me...

No matter what I say...how often I fight...I want you to know...
At the end of every fight,I end up hating myself and loving you more...